Coming apart

[oneirophrenia]

I am. I am fuycking falling apart. Physical, mentally, emotionally, i just can't handle all this.

How could anyone ever care for such a useless, broken wretch

even the one person i truly love doesn't want to talk to me today, and who can blame her? I am a human 9-11. someone should just haul my wreckage away and recycle it into a person who will actuallybe able to enjoy life.

Comments

[beeporama.livejournal.com]

Things well get better. But I know you feel like shit right now, and for that, I'm really sorry.

[dj-lollidrop.livejournal.com]

Sadly I understand all too well what you're going through. No luck with finding a job yet, potentially serious health issues, and the man I love no longer here (and I would do *anything* to talk to him right now)... I'm so disappointed and disgusted with life right now, and the worst part is that everything happened all at once. It's so overwhelming that I don't even know how or where to begin putting my life back together. Just know that you aren't alone in your feelings...sometimes even that much helps.