god as i terrified going in. didn;t sleep a winkn lkasr nihr00nerve were killion me.But when i got to thr doctor'soffice. they gave nme nice IVB and squirte3d mne sio full of curre-derivatives thatit didn;t take my five ninues to zone ou comnpletely. Woke upmfeeling lkike Syd Barrett on good day. mom drove me hone, where now i sti ina cinokete cognitive nd metacognitive haze. thiswas nowhere near as bad as i thought. the drifting off was nice, the waking up surreal. i don't remember getting home, really, but thd idn;t as bad as i thought it woukld be. i am incredibly dissocaited and listeng to oink flyo's "shone on you crazy diamond.: Whayt any awesome track to listen to when you're so blitzed you can;t tellk however far from your body your feet are

Synaesthesia is good ripped out of your mind music. But not Otto von Schirach, cause that shit wll give youhallucinations of hermaphrodie demons.

I think I need to rite something while in this state, before the drugs where iff andeverything is back to normal.

Oh, and btw: tally is four teeth. And in December, five more need to go.

Hell...I'm kinda looking forward to it! This aetherized feeling is kind of nrat!